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Our Deepest Fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear
is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness,
that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?
Actually who are we not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people
won't feel insecure around you.
We are all meant to shine as children do.
We were born to make manifest
the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.
And when we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

~Marianne Williamson~

Friday, May 30, 2008

Two Days

Hello, all you crazy people out there! How are ya? Well, since you can't really talk directly to me, I'll just ignore my previous statement.
On to other things. My friend Tiffany, aka Elva, says hi. My day has been very basic. I get up, find a list of billions (exageration) of things to clean. I get dressed, fix my hair, an do makeup. I then procede to clean what had to be cleaned, after which I went down to the library. I got the book, The Seven Churches, by Chris Heimerdinger. It's about time travel. Anyways, I thereafter went to my moms' hair shop. I sat there for a couple hours.
I went to my dad's school and met up with a couple of friends. The one left and went home. The other, Elva, and I went to her house. We are now at my house typing up this update for my blog.
Tomarrow we are going to my uncle's farm to do branding. We brand once a year and this is the first time that I have been able to invite a friend. We will be hot, sunburnt, and filthy. Sounds like fun, eh?

Sunday, May 25, 2008

Marriage

Yesterday, my sister, got married. Amazing. I know. We have waited and wated for this day forever! She and her fionce, at the time, only decided to get married after a month. But that's ok. We Love this guy. He treats her right and they look good together.
This is the schedule I followed yesterday. I woke up at 4:30, and got up at five. I got my parents up with a grea big clap and a very loud "GET UP, RIGHT NOW!" I got ready and we left the house at 7:00 o'clock, went up to the nursing home, and got my grandma. We left the nusing home at around 20 to 8. We got to Manti at around 9:30. When Mark and Andrea got out of the temple, we did some pictures. After which, we proceded to Salt Lake City. We had this huge BBQ and then we came home. I didn't get home til' bout' midnight. Today in church, I had a hard time trying to keep awake. And on top of all of yesterdays celebrations, I was fight a slight cold. My voice sounds like sand paper, and I have this huge hacking cough. Fun Huh? Well, it was fun. So that was my day yesterday. I hope your day was fun.

Friday, May 16, 2008

My School Day

Today, Friday, in school, we are doing nothing mostly. For the most part, it started with me getting to school early. Then, we got to watch Finding Nemo for band, reading in English, and then watching Nemo some mor. After, in history, we watched Gettysburg, and when we finished that, the teacher read to us. In math, I played bingo and won a pooping, walking dispencer, in the shape of a penguin. In seventh, I watched movies, and now, in eighth, we are watching Cars. Sounds like a whole lot of fun, ey? Well, it isn't bad.

Monday, May 12, 2008

Can I Scream!?

I have to rant tosomeone. So, you get the job. Whoever you are. My day went as follows: I woke up at around 6:05, get up and got in shower. There after I and my mom and dad read a chapter in the Book of Mormon (I'm LDS) and then I went back to bed. I got up again at around 7:35 and got dressed, put on my makeup, fixed my hair, got my stuff together and was out the door at 8: 10. School starts at 8:15 for me. I got to school, got down to my first class room and realized I forgot my flute. My sister is getting married, and I got a card for my friends to sign. I pass it around and my one friend tried to put, "Luv, your soon to be brother in law." I just about killed him. Then, in second hour, I have to read a book that is so gross. Well, in all reality, it just is really truthfull about what happens in the real world. It's about a 15 year old girl who gets pregnant, and is a little insane. Her dad died and she had to start taking care of her mother because she is in denial. Then in third hour, the kid, we'll call him Jo Dirt, from first hour was so annoying. I was singing this song from band that most of my friends hate. One asks me to stop. So I do. He then proceedes to start pounding the desk with his pen in the same beat. The same person who askes me to stop then asks Jo Dirt to stop. He just starts pounding the desk alot harder. I turned around and was about to kill him. I got about 4 and a half hours of sleep last and night and had about s much patients as an ant. I was so close to killing him. My friend, we'll call her Elva, stepped in and told me not to even look at him. I didn't talk to him until about fifteen minutes till the bell rang to let us out of school. Then, after school, I stayed for math because I have a goal to not fail my math class. My teacher left the room and was gone for about half and hour. The stuff he had givien me was kind of har adn I was getting frustrated with the work and him. When he finally got back, most of the problems took about five minutes each to do. Not to mention that there were two girls who weren't even doing math, they were just sitting there talking and gigling, which I hate as you know, and when I asked if wan't interupting their work, they didn't get it. Then, when I got packe up to go home, they took my jacket and put it in the trash can. They didn't tell me where it was until my dad was there. When I got home, I was hungry and there wan't anything that I could eat without having to cook. My mom then asks me to order her a pair of shoes over the internet and that took a lot of my patience. It wan't being very helpful or userfriendly. After that, we warmed up leftovers from yesterday, which was ok. I went in my rooma and read for about four hours. It helped calm me down. Sometimes, I just need to be alone with myself, a good book, and some music in the background. I then proceeded to get in the tub and read some more. My day was NOT good, my afternoon was ok, and my evening alone with myself was nice. I feel better now, and I am going to go to bed now. Thanks for listening, or I should say reading. Good night, seep tight, don't let the bedie bugs bite.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Insane!!!!!

So, here's the thing. I'm am insane! Well, not really. But that's ok, because sometimes I act like it. Like I see and hear things that I thought someone or thing said, that didn't really happen. I love to dance and will do so, even if i totally embarras my self. I also love to dance and can sing, if I do say so myself. I am totaly nutty and I love putty. Back to the things not seen/heard. I also sometimes say things that I didn't mean to say. Words will come out of my mouth that weren't there a minute ago and sometimes people take it the wrong way. Sickos! Well, that was my first entry. What do ya think. Don't be afraid to tell me what you think. Just no swearing. I won't take anything you say to me as a personal slight.